Deciphering Dream: Part 2

I think for this part, I had to make it the final one. I knew I had series of dreams in one night but this last one is the one that gave lasting impression to me.

In that dream, I was walking from AirAsia bus (that could fly) that I just drove from Christchurch to a road that went uphill. At the foot of the hill there was sort of security bar. It lifted as I walk to it. Then suddenly the road become flat. I saw three boys were having shower on the road side. It looked like the pipe burst but it wasn't. I could see. There was a hose there on the ground but somehow the water fountaining from the ground. These three boy were naked. Aged within 7 to 9 year old. They were malay judging by the skin colour. One of the boy, I could remember his face, from eyes downward, his face was black. Covered by smoke. He tried to clean it up.

So how do I decode this? Let me try these keyword at dreammoods - three, naked, boy, shower, black, face.

Three

Three signifies life, vitality, inner strength, completion, imagination, creativity, energy, self-exploration and experience. Three stands for a trilogy, as in the past, present, and future or father, mother, and child or body, mind, and soul, etc.Dream of the number three may be telling you that the third time is the charm.

Oh-my-god, this is scary. I am constantly exploring myself trying to understand my needs and wants. More like quest to find out what I want to end up with- I mean career wise. I'm constantly making plan. from A - Z and I stuck with too many options and constantly think of contingency (career) plans. Yes, I always reflect my past, constantly making plan for future in present time. Sometime I think too much and I don't what I had in front of me for the time being.

Naked

To see a naked person in your dream and you are disgusted by it, represents some anxiety about discovering the naked truth about that person or situation. It may also foretell of an illicit love affair, a loss of prestige or some scandalous activity. On the other hand, if you are accepting of someone else's nudity, then it implies that you can see right through them and their intentions. Or perhaps, you are completely accepting them for who they are. If you do not care about someone else's nudity, then it suggests that you need to learn not to be afraid of rejection.

I was disgusted by the nudity neither I like it. I didn't see any private parts. But I knew they were but naked. In this case, nudity for kids is acceptable. My nephews and niece running around naked at home. Before and after shower of course. Back to this keyword meaning, I do have the ability to see through people something that just came to me since I was in high school. I'm pretty good with judging character even though I knew they had ulterior motives or "wanting benefit", it didn't bother me much because I became very mindful. But it kills me if my friend is falling in love with an asshole. I can't tell her he's an asshole or she's a whore. I don't want to be unhappy. I usually let them be happy BUT when things turn to shit, I'd say, you know what I knew he was blahlalal.

I agree, I accept people for who they are. Because I tried and did opened up my heart to someone who totally out of my ideal.

Boy

If you are an adult male and dream that you see or are a boy, then it suggests your playful, innocent, childlike nature. Alternatively, it can symbolize the immature aspects of yourself that still needs to grow. Your inner child may be trying to draw your attention to parts of yourself that you need to recognize and acknowledge.

If my sister read this bit, she will definitely nod her head like a japanese parrot! She would agree with this. I am very childish. Personality wise. Not my mentality. Perhaps this dream trying to draw my attention to what I like to do when I was a kid and pursue that.When I was a kid, my best time was from 4 days old till the last day I stayed with my adopted mum (9 year-old). That was where all the fun happened. I had a real childhood back then. Riding my old chopper bike everywhere carrying my three other friends on it. That was when I fancied my late aunt Kuih Sarang Semut. But ambition wise at that time, I wanted to be a fireman.

If the dream telling me to be that, I don't think so. That's not going to happen. But wait a minute, isn't it pretty obvious, I should do something with Sarang Semut. I'm good at it. Every year people were asking me about it and I've been thinking about it as well. I mean to commercialise it- one way for me to stay in Tanjong Karang looking after my parent and my cat.

Shower

To dream that you are showering with someone, suggests that there is something that you need to "come clean" or confess to this person. It is time to be honest. Perhaps the dream is telling you that you need to let down your guard. If you are showering with a group of people, then it means that you are feeling exposed. You feel that your sense of privacy is being invaded.

I'm not sure who should I come clean with. Maybe the time will tell who that person will be. Maybe it means being straight forward? You think?

Black
Black symbolizes the unknown, the unconscious, danger, mystery, darkness, death, mourning, rejection, hate or malice. The color invites you to delve deeper in your unconscious in order to gain a better understanding of yourself. It also signifies a lack of love and lack of support.More positively, black represents potential and possibilities. It is like a clean or blank slate.

This intrigued me. Very. I do afraid of the unknown and that explain why I had so many plans. I just to be prepared. Knowing what to do next. Another reason why I want to come back- my parent. Mum is 60 and dad in approaching 70. We all know life expectancy isn't that high in Malaysia. Somehow my stupid brain went to the extend worrying me what will happen if they die when I'm in Auckland. Okay, I had this series of history of not being able to attend funeral. From my aunts, my uncles, my grandparent, to even my my best friend. There would always be a certain thing that stop me from seeing them from the last time. Like bad traffic. Bus. Exam. So I don't want to miss my parent's funeral. I wanted to be there. I want to hear their last breathe. I want to urus their jenazah. So this unknown thing really kill me. Auckland and Kuala Lumpur is 12 hours away. No way for my family members to keep their body just for me. I don't think I can forgive myself if I'm not there.

As what it suggests-

to delve deeper in your unconscious in order to gain a better understanding of yourself. I don't think I'm going to do that. My head already broken while searching my soul. Don't let me think deeper. But I agree that I am lack of love and support in here. I pretty much by myself here. No social support like those in Malaysia. Most things I just suck it up. I kept too much to myself in here. It drives me nuts. I do hope black to bring opportunity for me in Malaysia. Give me big break.

Face

To dream that you are washing your face, suggests that you need to come clean about some matter.

Again, coming clean. Didn't I entitle to some secret just between me and myself?

Conclusion.

It's pretty obvious that I've been thinking about (returning to) Malaysia too much. Conscious and subconsciously. Some says dream is mainan tidur but I don't care if this dream is a game my brain played with me to reassure me that it is fine to return to where I belong. I like it. Everyone need some level of assurance in our life. Some people might ask their friend, am I looking fat in this black shirt. Some might ask, should I eat Burger King. We ask even though we know what we are or what we want. As for me who can I ask?